Monday, August 3, 2009

This lie's become a part of me
For months,
I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name
Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone
Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath
When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go

So hard to say it
unable to type
made my fingers paralyzed
Not to make it hard on you
Not to make you suffer like I do
I smiled with tears in my eyes
Sent you a flower to stay with you never die
I walked away thinking we are still friends
But this feeling didn't seem right
Something did really deep inside
Tears dropped so hard not from my eyes
Tears looked so red from my heart
I realized
Try to forget my pains.
Go! Fly away never look back
Keep flying don't stop..
you found your way..
How can I fly?
You were my wings
How can I cry?
My tears dried up
When you took away with you my feelings..
Yet..Life goes on..

1 comment:

KeaT said...

tat jz tough....girl...^^