Thats what i saw when i reading eclipse..
someone just put those paper randomly in my book
sorry to tell that im not ready for any relation yet =(
Sorry

Woohoo~ Yesterday is my last day of working in Springfield
And now im so free and bored =(
Form 6 is starting on June
i still got so much time to rest
but still i prefer working
at least not so boring and can earn money..Lols
I guess i gonna start my tuition soon
i really scare i could not catch up
And what should i choose
PHYSIC or BIOLOGY?
i like biology more but i heard tat this sub is really tough
And i do not like to MEMORIZE too =(
but Physic... All those formula will make me crazy
so.. biology?
I could not make up my mind!!!

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn

You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow
He sees what I see and he knows what I know
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine
Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try

Woohoo~ 1st of MAY! HAPPY LABOUR DAY!
Wao..i was excited =X
The Garden fashion week..
and i have the opportunity to go to the backstage
Have to thanks to my supervisor =D
Eee..when i 1st reached the backstage
i was like..wao~ so handsome and pretty!
VITAMINS FOR MY EYE!
They are really tall and skinny
what a new experience i get
i was so shy when those model change their clothes infront of me
cause they only wearing underwear =.=''
Especially guys! OMG!
But i have no time to see that xD
cause im kinda busy for those clothes
New experience =)
And i LOVE it xD

Yeah~! I gonna resign soon =)
7 of May... last day for my work
going to pass up my resign letter tomorrow
Oh..and Happy Birthday to Jin Yee!
She's 18 now!
''sap bat sui, pok pok cui~"
hope she enjoy her 18 =P

Someone asked me..
did i really put it down?
and i asked myself
the answer i get is..NO!
I dint put it down but i keep it in the deepest place of my heart
yea..i still care about him
i will view his fb profile once im on9
search for his name in msn
i really do feel sad when he wont ever text me first
Am i the only one that care about this now =(
Maybe im annoying
So yea..i dont even dare to find him in msn now
and i will wait
till the day which he text me
and say HELLO to me
Let's wait for it =) no matter how long =D

I'm missing you =(
i know you wont mind or care about it
but still im missing you
uncontrollable...
yeah.. i guess my tears have dry
i won't cry
i won't smile for that too
just take it easy =)
i do really hope you're happy
i love the way u smile
the way u laugh
the way u nag me
the way u talk
the way u act
but all this have become PAST tense
im trying to stop myself from thinking about you
im trying to stop myself to chat with you in msn
im trying to stop myself to sms you
im trying to stop myself from viewing ur fb profile once im on9
im trying to stop myself to stare at my hp
i wish you will say hello to me when you see me on9
i wish you will sms me
i wish u will chat with me
but i know it's impossible to happen
im trying to let go
yea..very very hard
i wish you're happy
cause i will be happy if you're happy =)

人 群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了
当 生存是规则 不是 你的选择
於是你 含著眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决 定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河
难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔著
你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活著

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VINCENT CHEW~!!!
seems like im letting go..
yea...i feel nothing now
when i know u went midvally
celebrate Vincent's birthday
i feel nothing when i cant meet u
am i used to it?
my heart is like turning to a rock now..LOL
i guess i will be fine soon
very very soon =)
HAPPY~
u're getting closer to me
i can feel u now =P
Stay with me please..
i need u so much =D